Lost

Lost

I lost myself in US

For me US was all about U

cuz I was all about U

Don’t get me wrong, I love me too

But all of US was all of U.

Pain? Stress? Headaches? What’s that?

Nothing was too hard to bounce back!

Love drug? Fuck that. It’s crack.

I don’t have nothing left to give you.

Suck me dry is what you’ve done.

Fuck a light, you were the sun.

But I’ve always been comfortable in darkness.

Shit, I can’t even act surprised.

Shit, I won’t even tell no lies…

This shit is toxic.

You’d want this love for your best friends.

But wouldn’t wish this hurt on your worse fuckin enemies.

But fuck crying though, I’m good.

That’s what you said right?

Yeah, you were right for sure.

Won’t catch me fall, slip, or land no more.

It’s time to move on.

I had an epiphany ☝🏾

Instead of telling myself I can never be happy without US..

Do that shit for the bitch who would doubt US!

Fuck instability and insecurity.

Fuck baby will you wait for me.

Fuck you have no right to be mad.

Fuck all of that shit that we had.

Fuck US. Find Me. It’s time baby.

-kilo

8 February 2017